Christmas in our Hearts

This is my 5th Christmas away from home.  2008 when I came to UAE for greener pasture, I was very young then and first time to be away home. I reached home from my afternoon shift and noticed our flat was so dark and nobody was home. That time I cried and called my sister who was also working that day until 11PM. It was my saddest Christmas so far. When she reached home, we went out to have dinner. My first ever Christmas in a high-end restaurant.

The following year, I already celebrated my Christmas in one of my friends house. It was a night full of fun, singing karaoke, games and sumptuous foods. Then it became a tradition with my group of friends to celebrate Christmas together. In 2010 we even celebrated it in park.

2012 came when I joined my current company, I am working in outskirts area of Abu Dhabi. A place where there are lots of prohibition, no camera phones, internet and pork.  I am always the lucky guy because 2 years in a row, I was on shift in Christmas eve. Last year in our barracks, we contributed 20 dhs to buy pansit(noodles) and pandesal (bread) just to have a small gathering but this year nobody initiated. It was first time in my 27 years of existence that I slept early on Christmas eve. I slept around 9 PM. I woke up early on 25th thanking the LORD for the new day and a reminder for us of His coming. I read the scriptures and reflected on it. Christmas is not just about celebration with foods, parties and all but a celebration of accepting Christ in our lives. Opening our hearts and allowing Him to dwell on it.

When I wrote this, I was teary-eyed for my so many reasons. I miss the way I grew up and celebrated Christmas back home with my family. I miss going to church with them. I miss everything how we celebrated Christmas in Philippines. I was also teary-eyed because today is the day that Lord reminds us of his unfailing love and mercy. He sent His only begotten son to be with us. I then told myself Christmas should not just be celebrated every 25th of December but everyday. Everyday we should remember that God is knocking in our hearts asking us to allow Jesus to dwell. Allow Him to work in us and be like Him not just this season but everyday.

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Sisterly Love

 

I am so blessed of having my sister Elma in my life. She's always there for me every time I needed someone badly. I would never be here if not because of her persistence. She is really God's instrument for me to enjoy and learn more of life's journey.

I have three other siblings, two sisters and a younger brother. I love them all. I am so close with my ditze Elma may be because of our age gap, I am 27 and she's 29.

 

 I was a weakling during my childhood years and she is my superhero who was always there to protect me. I could remember one time, I cried because some one took my POGS while I was playing. She punched that kid that brought her to the principal's office.

I could not forget every time she asked me to wash her clothes in exchange of a movie treat and a pint of ice cream. I miss those times huh!

I was her lookout every time she was doing something fishy, remember ditz? nyahaha

we have lots of childhood memories but she left home at the age of 16 to work, study and explore away from my parents grasp. My sister is a dreamer, she dreams not for herself but for our family.

 

Year 2006 she was given an opportunity to work here in UAE after 2 years she invited me to come. That time I was hesitant because I was in love with my ex. ehehe Good thing my sister is persistent enough to convince me or else I would miss the opportunity of coming here.

I came here totoy na totoy, age of 22 never been away with my parents. She supported me all throughout my adjustments. She provided me with good bed, the best bed in my whole life, a laptop and  a 10,000 peso suit for me to use in interviews.

My heart broke when I saw her torn pants and she was still using it for work. One sports bag for work and 3 pairs of shoes. She is very generous that she gives her all to our family.

 

I honor her for that.

 

 

She sometimes cooks for me and mostly are instant..  she's not into doing household stuffs by the way but she's learning.

 

I have so much to tell for my sister Elma. My thank you is not enough! We papa, mama, atchi and teb are so blessed to have you! Thank you for the best sisterly love in the whole world!!!

 

Thank you Heavenly Father for giving me a wonderful and a loving sister. May you give him his future half who would love and accept her. Continue to bless her Lord God as she will continue to bless others. Give her good health and best career. In Jesus name Amen.

 

Sleep over at her small bed.. good thing we fit like a fitted sheet.. nyahahaha

 

She accompanied me for my renewal of passport.

 

her 29th birthday celebration, one more year and you'll hit the mark! ST naka!!!

 

second desert safari look how big and bilog we were...

 

Singles for Christ-Singolympics we both came from different teams.

 

we were on a strict diet.... daot ta dri.

 

my 10,000 pesos suit... Thank you ditz!

 

swimming at our old flat.

Batang Malusog! Batang Laban:)

My Daily source of Vitamin D, calcium and protein. It is made from fresh cow's milk, with strawberry twist. I had my first taste of this when my sister bought me a bottle of it. I enjoyed its taste and from then on started to crave for it each day. Since then, I am taking at least one bottle in a day and my digestion and elimination went pretty well. Thanks to my sister for introducing this one to me.

Candle of Hope

We lighted our first advent candle last Sunday. The first candle of advent is purple signifies a candle of HOPE. God is ever faithful and loving that in whatever tough situations we are in, He will always there and give us hope. This is very timely for my country the Philippines. As we all know for the past few months, Philippines suffered a lot of devastation from war, earthquake to typhoon Haiyan "Yolanda". Amidst all these God uses his people as source of HOPE for Filipinos. Powerful nations, local and international celebrities find ways to help the affected Filipinos. God uses them as an instruments of his love and mercy. May we continue to see Hope especially in dark moments of our lives. May we continue to seek more of Him in times like these because HE is greater than everything. He will never give us storm that we cannot endure. He is only testing our faith in Him. As there always a rainbow after the rain, Rainbow a sign of HIS HOPE.


 

DUST it OFF :)

Last Monday when I played tennis on the third set, my racket string got busted!

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Though for the past few weeks, I already anticipated for it but I asked myself why now? Why now when I was eager to win for this third set after losing the first two.

Then I realized that in life, there are situations we can't really control. I want this and that but it will never come into fulfillment. That's life and it must go on. So the following day, I wanted to play tennis but I don't have racket to use so I decided to go for gym. I ran for 3o minutes, stationary bike for about an hour and some weights. If I opted to sit and continue to grieve over the busted tennis string then I would never sweat and burn as much as 800 calories. If we never learn to dust if off and move on then we will be staying in stagnation. Stagnation in grievances, complaints and dissatisfaction and these would hinder our growth. So whatever happens in this journey of life, learn to appreciate it. If we fall, learn to stand, dust it off and press forward.

Dust it off!

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BITstrips

Last prayer Assembly, we had an activity called BITSTRIPs wherein we were asked to write something on the strips of papers. We were instructed to complete these lines.

I AM SORRY…

I THANK YOU…

I HONOR YOU…

I WANTED TO KNOW YOU MORE…

I received lots of “I HONOR” and “THANK YOU” strips. I felt so blessed and loved that time. For me, I didn’t do anything for them to honor me. I was in awe because God never fails to surprise me. I never asked for it but He wanted me to feel that I am appreciated. Thank You Heavenly Father! May you continue to use me as your instrument of love to my brethren, send me and I will go to the places that You have prepared. Allow me to experience more of Your greatness.  I LOVE you Heavenly Father and I want to bring back the honor and glory to you…

The Zacheus Story

19th-November 2013

Luke 19:1-10

1 At that time Jesus came to Jericho and intended to pass through the town. 2 Now a man there named Zacchaeus, who was a chief tax collector and also a wealthy man, 3 was seeking to see who Jesus was; but he could not see him because of the crowd, for he was short in stature. 4 So he ran ahead and climbed a sycamore tree in order to see Jesus, who was about to pass that way. 5 When he reached the place, Jesus looked up and said to him, “Zacchaeus, come down quickly, for today I must stay at your house.” 6 And he came down quickly and received him with joy. 7 When they saw this, they began to grumble, saying, “He has gone to stay at the house of a sinner.” 8 But Zacchaeus stood there and said to the Lord, “Behold, half of my possessions, Lord, I shall give to the poor, and if I have extorted anything from anyone I shall repay it four times over.” 9 And Jesus said to him, “Today salvation has come to this house because this man too is a descendant of Abraham. 10 For the Son of Man has come to seek and to save what was lost.”

 

 

Today's gospel is one of my favourite gospels. It is an affirmation of how God loves us, we are His Beloved. It also talks about Zacheus, his persistence to know and experience Jesus, his humility to admit that he is a sinner, his conversion and his courage to give up everything to follow Jesus.
There are 4 characters in the gospel, Zacheus, Sycamore tree, grumbling audience and Jesus. Are we like Zacheus? Do we find ways or persistent enough in knowing and experiencing more of Him? Are we humble to admit that we are sinners? Do we have courage to give up everything and carry our crosses so we can follow Him?

"Heavenly Father, thank You and Praise you for allowing us to experience everyday of Your magnificence. May we be like Zacheus persistent to experience more of You. Take away our Pride Lord so we can be just like Zacheus a repentant sinner. Give us the courage to let go of our worldly desires so we can fully accept You in our lives."

Are we the present day sycamore trees? Are we allowing ourselves to be instruments of love and mercy just like the sycamore tree which allowed Zacheus to see Jesus?

"Heavenly Father, may you continue to tap our shoulder and use us as your instruments of Love and mercy especially to our brethren who seek to experience it. May we be like the sycamore tree, helping them to see more of You. May you continue to equip us through the community, teachings, conferences and the people we get along with.

Are we like the grumbling audience? Do we always see the faults, shortcomings and frailties of others? Are we so critical in our lives that we didn't see the goodness of each other?

"Heavenly Father, take away our pride, our envious nature. May you continue to mold us into a person who carries a humble and grateful heart. May we continue to be loving, embracing the shortcomings and failures of others. Allow us to grumble encouraging words so we can uplift the spirit of those who are down."

Lastly, are we like Jesus? Do we have a forgiving heart willing to accept especially those who have hurt us?

"Heavenly father, thank You and praise You for sending your son Jesus for our sins. You have allowed your beloved son to experience condemnation, false judgement and even death for our salvation. Thank You Heavenly Father for Your everlasting love. Allow us Heavenly Father to experience more of Him. Heavenly father continue to mold us into somebody who is forgiving and loving just like You and your son Jesus. Keep us reminded always that we should love because you have loved us first. Thank you Father... Amen.

Keep Going

HAPPINESS keeps you SWEET
TRIALS keep you STRONG
SORROWS keep you HUMAN
FAILURE keeps you HUMBLE
SUCCESS keeps you GROWING
FAITH and ATTITUDE keep you GOING.

I got this one from an email sent to me by a friend. I was so moved with the message because in life there are things we cannot really control. It was very timely because the first reading for today about wisdom and its beauty.
She is the refulgence of eternal light, the spotless mirror of the power of God, the image of his goodness. – Wisdom 7:26

It is a matter on how we respond to life's uncertainties.  Let's continue to ask God a gift of wisdom.  A wisdom for us to accept the things that we cannot change and to be fearless for those we can. Of course wisdom to differentiate it and a humble heart to surrender to HIM.
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”
-excerpt from today's reflection in Didache (Cristy Galang)

As long as we hold on to our FAITH that He will always with us. God allows us to fail sometimes for us to realize His mercy. At times when we fail, we just need to learn to kneel down and pray. These trials will build us a character of courage and humility. He never allows us to experience trials which we cannot endure. It is a test of our faith.

Thank You Heavenly Father for the gift of faith. May You Continue to mold me
into a  person who is loving and understanding. Continue to touch my heart Oh Lord that I may shine not for my own glory but for Your glory.  I Love You Heavenly Father. Amen

Prayer For Victims of Yolanda

My country the Philippines was hit by one of the strongest typhoons in history. I was in great pain and even cried when I saw the devastation caused by the typhoon. Every time I saw dead bodies in the photo posted in the internet, I paused and prayed for their soul. I know this is very difficult for our kababayans. They lost not just their properties but lives of their loved ones as well. I was crying when I wrote this blog, merely because I was also in pain.

Even my brothers and sisters in Singles for Christ whose families are residing in these affected areas asking for our prayers. Some of them, wanted to go home for the reason that they can’t contact their families back home. Then just this morning I listened to the song Surrender by Lincoln Brewster.

I'm giving you my heart, and all that is within

 I lay it all down for the sake of you my King

 I'm giving you my dreams, I'm laying down my rights

 I'm giving up my pride for the promise of new life

 

 And I surrender all to you, all to you

 And I surrender all to you, all to you

 

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 I'm singing You this song, I'm waiting at the cross

 And all the world holds dear, I count it all as loss

 For the sake of knowing You for the glory of Your name

 To know the lasting joy, even sharing in Your pain

 

Christian lyrics - SURRENDER LYRICS - LINCOLN BREWSTER

 

 

 An hour after I received a message informing me that one of our SFC brothers’ family is safe. I cried because God is ever faithful, He always listens to our prayers. I humbly surrender everything to Him whatever His reasons may be and I will continue to pray and lift everything to Him. He never forsakes and abandons us. I am looking forward to see rainbow after this rain.  In times like this, may we continue to seek Him and see Him.

 

Heavenly Father, merciful and ever loving, we praise and thank You for your love and providence for our kababayans who are affected by the Typhoon Yolanda. Thank You Heavenly Father for sending more angels to help in rescue operation and for all the donations we received from different parts of the world. I surrender to You Lord God the victims especially those who are in grief. May they continue to see light amidst darkness, seek you more in times like these. I pray that all these donations received will be given to the beneficiaries. Heavenly Father, cuddle my kababayans especially those who are confused and devastated of what was going on. These I asked in your mightiest Name and at the foot of the cross of your Son Jesus, our Victor, Protector and Healer. Amen.

Catholic Youth Conference of Arabia

I never thought that I would be part of this tremendous event in UAE. When I saw the ACYC volunteers in St. Michal's Church grounds, I had this question of What ACYC is all about. Watching all the advertisements and videos being flashed in the church, I already got some ideas of it. I started then discerning for this conference. I am working in shifts and definitely not in all weekends I will be off. God is ever faithful and He knowshow to put so much joy in the hearts of His children. He paved the way and arranged everything for me. He allowed me to be part of this conference.

I came late on the first day because my shift ended at 12 noon and missed two talks already. My first session was with the workshop of Bro. George Gabriel from Light of Jesus and one of the Preachers in Blue Jeans. It was about listening to the right voice and great commune with our Lord. In communicating with Him, we should deliberately conditioned our ears so that we can hear the right voice. Bro. George encouraged us to have "selah" moments, a time to pause and meditate for us to recollect and retreat. At times when I pray, I usually talk a lot and not even bothering to listen to His voice.

The speakers were all great and inspiring. Fr. Stan Fortuna a rapper priest from USA mentioned in one of his talks that Satan is doing something and make us more vulnerable of sins most especially when we already conditioned ourselves to be good. In times of temptation, we should learn to be back to the arms of our Heavenly Father and pray. Bro. Matt Fradd an Australian but currently residing in California gave emphasis on the importance of our Mother Mary as a perfect model of faith. Praying the rosary as our means to develop our devotion to Mother Mary and it serves as a weapon, an anchor and a chain that would take us away from the chain of sins.

The second day workshop by Bro. George Gabriel is all about things to be done while waiting for the answered prayers. He summarized everything in abbreviation of WAIT but has to be started at the last letter. T stands for Trust, we should trust the Lord and always remember His promise in Jeremiah 29:11-13. Second is I stands for Improve, improving ourselves while waiting for the perfect one to be the one. Third is A stands for Act, act in anticipation and act as if. The last is W which stands for worship. In 1Thessalonians 5:17, give thanks in all circumstances. The workshop is a reminder for me to wait and allow our Lord to take His ways because His ways are not just for better but always best than ours.

I am so blessed to be part of this conference. Mingling with different youth from different communities and nationalities put so much joy in my heart. Its an avenue for me to explore and experience more of His love and magnificence. I met new friends, prayer partner from Oman and even invited an Indian Single to be part of Singles for Christ. It allowed me to share how the Lord moved and changed me with the community of Singles for Christ. Lastly a reminder for me  to always enter the faith, experience and live with it.

 

MY NKV(National Kid’s Village) Experience

 

It was my first time serving the youngest ministry of our community the Kids for Christs. At first when they asked me if my schedule would permit me to serve, without any hesitation I said yes though I still don’t know if I will be off on that day. I was claiming already and acting in anticipation that 1^st of December will be my off.

I attended the first meeting and I was assigned to handle senior kids ages 9-12 years old. The meeting went well and they even asked us to dance for the session. Four days prior to NKV, it was the last and final meeting. I was not able to come because I was in Abu Dhabi for an on-call shift. I received a call informing me that I will be doing the workshop 3 since the discerned speaker was sick and won’t be able to come. I was reluctant at first because I doubted and never had an experience of standing in front proclaiming God’s Greatness. They had given me a night to think and confirm, if not they will look for another option.

As I had my “selah” moments that night before retiring to bed, I spoke to the Lord about worthiness of being called to serve. It was through reading Didache a daily scriptural reflection that our Great God answered my doubts. The reflection was about talents and how he able to face his fears in singing alone in a huge crowd. Though I still have my doubts but I kept hold on to his promise in Philippians 4:13 that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. With this affirmation and through His grace I claim that I will be able to stand in front of these lovely kids along with the couple coordinators from different emirates proclaiming His greatness.

The following day, I called Jessica our team head for the confirmation despite the fact that I still don’t have the materials for session 3. I can’t even watch the videos since internet connection is prohibited at work. I just hold on to that affirmation and conditioned myself with a faithful heart. I know it is not me speaking but I am just only His instrument for these kids.

NKV’s theme for this year was “MOVE”. Kids should move by God, for God and with God. The whole day I was uneasy, I was so worried if I could able to do it well in stage. The 3^rd session was the last part of the program so I have ample time to prepare, rehearse and recondition myself.

As we are about to I start, I asked God’s leading and providence. My prayer was “Lord God I know you will be with me all throughout the session because I know you are the one speaking. I am just your instrument for the kids. True enough as I got out from the backstage and shouted “Good afternoon Kids for Christ”, I was talking spontaneously. I stood and spoke God’s words to the kids beyond my imagination. I ended my session with a prayer that these kids will continue to stand and lead as a young Christ like leaders, able to serve and proclaim His greatness in their family, school, neighborhood and friends.

My reflection on what happened to me in NKV was I felt so blessed and privileged of being called to serve. I know our Lord God is preparing me for something greater and I will always be excited for it. The experience really helped me a lot, I was moved to do more and shine more for His glory. I learned to always trust and keep believing of His magnificence.  May God be praised!

Present Day Apostles

“Brothers and sisters: You are no longer strangers and sojourners, but you are fellow citizens with the holy ones and members of the household of God.” Ephesians 2:19

                 This verse is taken from the first reading today, Paul’s letter to the Ephesians. It is an affirmation that God calls each and everyone of us to serve in his household. I was once insensitive of God’s presence in my life. Yes, I go to church out of my father’s obligation. I am grateful that He led me to the community where I learned to know more of Him. I know God is a God of perfect timing. Every time I was called for service in Singles for Christ, I felt more of His abounding love. Why? Because I Know that despite of my unworthiness, He still chose me.  Just like everyone in Ephesus, we are all called no matter what we have done in the past. God never chose his people with regards to his/her past. As long as we know how to repent and be honest of our sins, He will continue to use us.      

                In the gospel today, Jesus chose His twelve apostles. He never had chosen those who were wealthy and famous but those who were unknown and least liked. Peter was an ordinary fisherman and Mathew as a tax collector who at that time considered as outcast. Jesus called each one of them to be His apostles. I am very grateful that they responded to Jesus invitation. Today, we are the present apostles. We are called to serve him and proclaim His magnificence. He never stops knocking in our hearts until we responded to His calling. There are certain situations and conditions that hinder us to say yes.  We just learn to surrender our frailties and He will take care of the rest.

                Lord God thank You and Praise You for always embracing me despite of my unfaithfulness, at times I fell over the same sins, You still chose to love me. Heavenly Father I am always grateful for this privilege of using me. I know I can’t do these things without you.  May you continue to touch my heart, use me and equip me. I know there are more exciting things to come and I should be excited for it. Heavenly father I offer to you myself, take away all the shame and doubts in me. I know at times I am vulnerable, may you continue to send your Holy Spirit to lead and guide me away from sins. Thank You Heavenly Father! These I pray in your mightiest name, with Your Son Jesus, my Savior and King. Amen.

 

 

My Life as SFC"Singles for Christ"

I received a BBM message yesterday from Sis Annie asking for help regarding sharers for the upcoming MEC. She mentioned the qualities of the three sharers, sharer no. 3 should have the following qualities: active SFC Leader faithful in HH, teachings, conferences, believing that his/her relationship and faith if God is strengthened and deepen through service. I suggested some sharers from our team in mission to Uganda.  I saw their passion in service. Deep inside my heart, have the voice of why not do it? Do I have those qualities mentioned? Is this an invitation for me to share God's magnificence then I remember the song Fearless. God is ever fearless in loving us that he even gave up His only begotten Son for our salvation. I should be like Him fearless especially in proclaiming His majesty.
It was in 2010 when my sister asked me to join Singles for Christ. I was reluctant because I was already a member of a charismatic group based in St. Michael's Church. Out of her persistence and perhaps out of my love for her, I attended the Christian Life Program. I graduated November of the same year. After the graduation, there were lots of challenges. I became dry with my spiritual life. I even came to the point when I felt disappointed of joining the community. With that one year, we only had 2 or 3 household meetings.
It was December 2011 when I assessed myself. What happen to me after graduating CLP?  I wrote a personal article regarding things I should do when I turned 26 in 2012. I told myself I have to do something, I have to step up then I prayed. I asked our Lord God to lead me and allow me to serve even in any service in the community. January 2012, there was a teaching and it was Evangelization Training. I attended the teaching despite the fact that it was conducted from the other chapter. I volunteered myself and Praise God, the team heads joyfully allowed me to attend.  Weeks after, I received a call from Bro. Ronald who was the team leader of the upcoming CLP to be conducted on Feb. He invited me to be part of the service without hesitation, I said yes. I thought I will just be part of logistics like arranging the chairs, preparing the venue and all but the Lord God wanted me to do more. Bro. Ronald informed me that I will be one of the facilitators. I accepted the invitation despite of all my doubts in myself. I told Bro. Ronald about my concerns and one of those is my formation track. I never completed my one year formation track. I never had my CO and all but God is ever faithful and loving, that week COW was conducted for the newly graduates.
That was the turning point of my life as a SFC. I experienced more of His love when I served as facilitator for the CLP. He trusted me with 8 souls in the first few weeks of CLP but only four of them graduated. I am so blessed with these four brothers. I asked for His grace to give me wisdom during discussions and one to ones. I gained respect from them and our brotherhood grew towards the end of CLP. I was inspired by their life stories, what they became after the CLP. They have been very faithful with our household meeting despite of theirs struggles with work schedules, finances and all. I was inspired by their dedication in growing more spiritually in love with our Great God.
                Came January 2013, one night I was outside my barracks sitting when I received a call from my chapter leader Bro. Daniel inviting me to serve as Team Leader for the upcoming CLP. I freaked out because I was surprised and he knows my struggles with my work schedules. I am working on shift so definitely I am not getting regular Friday offs. Out of his persistence again telling me that everything will be well handed of and in cases that I will not be around the supervising unit will take charge.  I was still worried the whole night but when I was about to sleep and read the reflection in didache. God spoke to me affirming that He really wanted me to serve.  
"Reflection: Each of us may be sure that if God sends us on stony paths, He will provide us with strong shoes, and He will not send us out on any journey for which He does not equip us well. (McClaren)
Lord, give us the courage to speak up and stand up in Your Name.
-excerpts from Didache 2-1-13"
After reading it, I can't help it but cried. So the following day I called Bro. Dan to say yes. Days before the CLP, there were some challenges especially with my work schedules. I continued to pray and trust in God's providence and love. Lo and behold after all the pressure from my supervisor down to his subordinates, we came out with a schedule. I was praying for Friday off but he granted more. He granted me all weekends off from Friday to Sunday but there are instances that I have to work on weekends as per request of my colleagues. I really leaped for joy and thanked Him for answering my prayers.  We finished the CLP with 33 promising brothers and sisters, dedicated in serving and loving God. Even some of them are here first timers in MEC but joyfully serving in any committees.
                When I went to mission in Uganda, I experienced more of his bountiful providence and everlasting love. He provided me everything and allowed me to have that experience. For me it was really a fulfillment as a SFC to go for mission. Mission is a way of baring oneself to do whatever He tells us to do.  It was in the mission that I experienced different kind of joy. I felt more of his amazing love and grace every time I stood proclaiming His greatness. I know I was not qualified but He qualifies the called. He prepared the way for me.
I know there are more exciting things to come. The one year that I was full of disappointment s in the community is a way of Him to prepare me for greater things. If I continued to sit waiting doing nothing to step up, I will never experience all of His magnificence.  I was struck by Kuya Goi, one of the FTWs I met in Kenya. He told me that always remember that there is no perfect community but we have a perfect GOD, omniscient. Always go back and focus of your main reason of joining SFC and that is knowing and loving HIM.  I will forever say yes to His invitation because I know that my doubts, anxieties are nothing compare to His magnificence. I will forever grateful in serving Him whenever and wherever I am called to do.
Heavenly Father, I praise and thank You for this great opportunity serving you. You know my frailties and my shortcomings but you never stop knocking in my hearts asking me to do things. I am so blessed for allowing me to be part of this vibrant community, an avenue for me to know and strengthen my faith by serving You. I understand that  this spiritual battle never ends but I will always be grateful knowing that You are with me, My Armor, My Shield, My Victor in this battle. Continue to use me Father and I will continue to offer everything to you because I know I can do all things through your Son Jesus who strengthens me. I love you Heavenly Father, I love You Jesus. Amen.

May God be Praised!

Obey and Witness

 

Obey and Witness

Jn 2:5 “Do whatever He tells you.”

I started praying and discerning on going for mission when I heard my sister’s stories when she went to Kenya last year for a mission. I was awed and fascinated with her stories that it made me teary-eyed.  It was during our national assembly last May when the 13 in 2013 was formally launched. 13 countries were presented to be the mission areas this year.  Mauritius was one of the countries and when I saw it, I immediately signed up.  As I waited for the exact dates of Mauritius Mission, I continued to pray for it but it was in my first SCG that changes were made. Mauritius was removed from the list and was changed to Zimbabwe. Then I remember that last year, I was praying for one of the African countries for a mission, the Lord really granted my desire. I conditioned myself for Zimbabwe mission and even very vocal to my household and chapter heads about my discernment of going to Zimbabwe for a mission.

Two weeks prior to the expected dates of Team Uganda to leave from UAE, I received a call from my sister about her decision of going with the team. I was surprised because she was discerning for Lebanon.  Aside from that she wanted me to go with her but I was very reluctant because of my discernment for Zimbabwe.  She was very persistent of pursuing me to go with her so I challenged her. In the company where I’m working, I have to file 2 months prior to the expected date of my leave. So I challenged if God really wanted me to go for Uganda mission, my leave will be approved without any hang-ups.  Immediately I spoke to my other two colleagues of my plan to go for 2 weeks leave and without any second thought they agreed. The following day, I went to my supervisor for his approval and in a matter of seconds he took my leave forms and approved. When I went out from the office, I was jumping with joy and even said a prayer that Lord, this is really your will, so I will go for it. I immediately called my sister about the great news and we started planning for the mission trip.

                That time, I was so worried about our finances since we have ongoing house renovations in Philippines and we are also helping my cousin for her chemotherapy.   It made me to think twice then because I could use the money both for the house renovation and my cousin’s treatment instead. I asked the Lord’s leading and guidance. I continued to pray for our needs especially in our financial aspects. Lo and behold, He really arranged everything for me and for my sister. Our Lord God sent angels for our desire of Uganda Mission to push through. We were able to get our tickets in very affordable rates with the help of one of our SFC sisters in Abu Dhabi. She was actually one of my sister’s household leaders until she was moved to another unit. She even asked her boss to remove all the extra charges, taxes and commissions for the ticket rate. Lastly, she informed us that she took permission from her boss that we will be paying the ticket at the month end salary. Her boss approved with her signature as our guarantor.  Wow! I experienced again God’s providence and love through the community.

                In this mission, I really laid down all my worries to our Lord. When I was asked to give the talk about Repentance and Faith, I was a bit scared. I asked God why of all the 12 talks, why repentance and faith. I was so scared thinking that I cannot deliver the talk and convey to the participants the message. Usually in CLPS, per talk is given in  45minutes or an hour but in Uganda, I was given only 20 minutes for it. The day came for the talk; I still don’t know what to do. I asked the Lord’s wisdom and leading. I prayed Lord allow me to decrease that you would increase, the moment that I will be standing in front our participants; I know it is not me who is speaking but You. Then I remember the verse for the MEX, in Acts 1:8 “and you will be witnesses for me to the ends of the earth. “  The moment I stood and declaring how I was transformed and changed with this talk, I was talking spontaneously.  I stood in front of our Ugandan brothers and sisters merely as a witness of God’s love and mercy. In this mission I learned to surrender everything my worries, my doubts and my fears to our great God. I know that these things are nothing compare to our Great Healer and Provider.  I learned to be humbled that in all things I do, I should put Christ in the center of it and definitely it will be a victory.

                One of the main reasons why I wanted to go for a mission is a change of heart. My prayer was “Lord allow me to go for a mission so that I will learn to appreciate the things that you have blessed me. Send me to the place away from my comfort zone and let me continue to seek you most especially in difficult times.” 

In Uganda, I experienced His undying love through the team I was with.  I saw Jesus in them through their dedication and love in service. The six day we were together is full of exciting times. We came from different emirates in UAE but when we were in Uganda, we served joyfully as one family, sons and daughters of God. We are so blessed with individual talents and skills that made our mission worthwhile. I love those times when we were very tired from day’s service and during our night session and reflection I could still see the smiles in our faces. Those smiles are priceless. I thank God for allowing me to meet and build relationship with these beautiful people. He really paved the way for us to meet miles away from UAE and through this mission; we were able to build a bond that is worth remembering.

I am so grateful for this mission. If I never said yes for this, I would never experience these priceless moments. I would never experience the beauty of Africa, the warmth accommodation we got from our brothers and sisters in Uganda, the sweetest pineapples I’ve ever tasted and the inspiration I got from them. With nothingness, they still strive to hear God’s words. If I never obey God’s invitation as his witness to this place, I would miss his abundance of love, his ever loving grace and bountiful providence. This mission I can say is a fulfillment for me as a SFC. It was an eye opener for me to experience more of his greatness that he continually blesses me. I thanked God for granting my desires. I firmly believe that in all things that we desire as long as it is God centered He will definitely grant it.  We just need to learn to be humbled and surrender it to Him. I know that I have so many worries prior to the mission but if God’s will He will surely prepare the way for us. My prayer now is “Lord continue to use me, may I be your witness of your undying love and mercy to us. I know that there are more exciting times to come. Lord God thank you for always putting joy in my heart, I will continue to say yes to your invitation and continue to proclaim how great You are to the ends of the earth. As Mary commanded to the servants “Do Whatever He tells you”, may I like be the servants who without hesitation responded so well. I know that you will be alongside me, equipping me and giving me courage to be your witness. Thank you Father.” May God be praised!

African Trail; A Glimpse of Uganda and Kenya

I had a chance to travel to Africa when I received an invitation from my sister to go for a mission.  It was a great opportunity to travel with purpose. I filed 10 days leave and traveled to Uganda and Kenya. I stayed in Uganda for 6 days but most of the time was allocated for mission works. It was in Kenya where I had enough time tour around.

 While in Nairobi, Kenyan friends suggested to visit Elephant Orphanage where you can find baby elephants ages 8 to 24 months.  These baby elephants are orphans of parents being slayed because of human selfishness. Adult elephants are killed because of their tusks which are being sold to make ornaments and other stuffs made of ivory.  Great news about it, tourists have an option to adopt one baby elephant for US$50 that will secure their meal for a year.

Second stop was Giraffe Centre where I saw one flock of 14 giraffes.  What an amazing opportunity to touch and feed them. 

Third stop was, Nairobi National Park where I had a chance to dance with the “Maasai”.  Maasai are a Nilotic ethnic group of semi-nomadic people located in Kenya and northern Tanzania. They are among the best known of African ethnic groups, due to their residence near the many game parks of East Africa, and their distinctive customs and dress.  

Walking farther around the park was Nairobi’s Safari Walk and in the corner was another animal orphanage was our last stop.  It was in this park where in less than 3 meters tourists like me can see and hear loud roars of lions (King of the Jungle) found and saved from different areas in Kenya.

This travel allowed me to see another wonders of the world in a different perspective ~ found and experienced quite unique from the way of urban life of UAE.  It was in Uganda where I tasted the sweetest pineapples and cabbages. 

Above all, the best part of this trip was the chance to be with the lovely people both in Uganda and Kenya.  It was their warmth and great accommodation that carved in my heart to look forward  and discover the vast beauty African continent.  Insha’Allah (God willing) and given the chance, next year it will be in Tanzania or Zimbabwe.  

Thank You Heavenly Father for the opportunity!

FEARLESS

As I about to sleep, I listened to the song Fearless and was struck by these lines.


Lord You are fearless
Till death You saved my soul
A heart so selfless
My sins You conquered all
God in Your grace now
Oh I will do the same
To be as fearless
To stand and to proclaim


Heavenly Father, praise You and thank You for the gift of life. I humbly ask for forgiveness at times that I turned my back, forgetting You as my Heavenly Father. I know that you have been fearless in loving and accepting me despite all my shortcomings, my frailties. Heavenly Father, may You continue to tap my shoulder and keep me reminded of your greatness. May I continue to transcend your love to my brethren especially those who have turned their back to you. May I be fearless as You are to stand and proclaim of your everlasting Love. I lift up to you  my kababayans in Bohol and Cebu  who were affected by earthquake that they may  continue to be Fearless knowing that You are greater than all these. May they see and find You in these most difficult time of their lives, cuddle them Heavenly Father especially in times that they are tired, hungry and felt being forbidden. Thank you Heavenly Father. Amen.

 

Sweet or Sweat?

Yesterday, I visited my sister in Abu Dhabi. I   never had a good sleep the night before  because I was hooked with playing psp. As I checked the clock its already quarter to 4 am. I was so excited  to meet my sister because I will be getting my new toy.  Thank You Lord for the bountiful blessings 

When I reached her place, she was at shower. While waiting, I had a chance chitchatting with her room mate Tin. She randomly handed over me this bar of chocolate, SWEET! ooops I have to sweat more when I will eat this.

SWEET  or SWeat? sounds like huh,  of course it doesn't taste the same. hahaha

My sisters Elma and Nancy usually find me sweet.. with sweaty hands. I am just wondering, if I am sweet then how come I'm not into relationship now like 4 years?

Am I really sweet or just sweaty?hahaha  let see...

A Great Start

Its been a long dream for me to have a blog of my own. This time I have to make it realized. This is a good start. In life if we have dreams, we have to do something about it not just merely talking about it. we have to step up and do something to fulfill those dreams.
Since this is my first blog, I should make a small description of myself. I am a hopeless romantic guy who had been into past three failed relationships. I am Filipino born and raised in the Queen city of the South of Philippines Cebu but currently working in Abu Dhabi, United Arab Emirates. I am the third of four children of my lovely parents Antonio and Anecita.
Just like this little flower, I might be small but if you go deeper and detailed, you will see its real beauty.
This a great start for me to share my life stories, my exploration and a journey as a single man who has a huge faith for our Creator. May He continue to bless me so I can bless others.